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  • May 30 Sat 2015 14:18
  • 夠了

其實我也不知道這是怎麼樣的一個感受. 

最近突然把自己暴露在一個很廣的領域, 進而覺得有點而迷茫.

但, 這是絕對好的. 嗯. 是很好的.

我覺得自己真的是一個很幸運的人. 非常非常的.

一直以來做的決定上, 有對有錯的. 但似乎最後都造就了現在的我.

這陣子在很多事情上, 突然看見了不一樣的視野. 

然後開始想要慢慢的把自己塑造成一個怎麼樣的人, 從此該怎麼樣的過活.

很多很奇特的想法進入腦海內. 而我真心的想要去做到達到. 

 

我們總覺得別人的生活比自己的精彩. 總覺得別人的世界似乎更遼闊. 

但我想, 成功沒有一個標準. 我們都需要自己去執定那個目標. 

而現在的我想要成為一個好人. 一個很好的人.

然後重新審視現在的自己. 尋找需要改變的. 必須改變的.

 

如果一年前想要放棄那是衝動.

如果半年前想要放棄那是過渡.

如果三個月前想要放棄那是領悟. 

如果到了今天... 我還是想要放棄...

那或許是我覺得他媽的夠了. 

 

曾經那麼勇敢的掉頭走掉. 所以現在也要. 

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想想我曾經也是很現實的人。想要賺很多的錢。
似乎內心很多想法,卻也沒真的覺得自己有那個能力去做什麼。
後來才覺得那樣很空虛。賺了很多錢之後呢?去旅行嘛?
但,我想要看什麼,想要感受什麼?

走馬看花的生活空蕩蕩的。
去了那麼多趟的旅途,也似乎沒覺得幫自己增值了多少,也不覺得學習了什麼,更別說有沒有從中發現了自己的什麼。

現在想想,以前一昧的想要得到關注,卻沒在提升自己。那種想法似乎非常得膚淺。
一時的關注和成就無法讓人們永久的尊敬。那只是曇花一現。虛幻。不真實。 
 
最近因為身邊的人的努力,而見識到了正能量的傳播力。
我覺得其實人們都低估了正能量的能力。
多少次被感動得一榻糊塗後,也想相信自己其實也可以成為其中付出的一部分。 
如果什麼都只是想,不去做,那當然什麼都做不到。
我相信世界上雖然沒心沒肺的人很多,但溫暖的人更多。
只是溫暖的人通常都比較不激進,也或許因此而沒有更多的人站出來為他們美好的想法做出努力和改變。
或許自私的人也很多,想說等以後有能力才去為別人做什麼的人也很多。
但就如 tomorrowland 裡所說的,就該把有夢想,還相信著我們小小的力量能改變些什麼的人都該聚在一起,因為那會產生很大的能量。
 
我也想做些什麼。但我也承認我不夠很多人的仁愛和豁達。
我還是有很多自私的想法,還是把自己舒坦的生活和慾望放在前頭。
但即使是這樣的我,還是希望我可以在這之餘,也可以做些什麼去為更不幸的大眾付出一點點的功勞。
 
我希望我能慢慢的變得更勇敢,希望我可以做更多的東西,希望我可以變成更好更善良的人。
 
希望這個世界更有希望。希望,希望。
 

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  • May 26 Tue 2015 00:06
  • 噩夢

最近在凌晨 6.30 到達辦公室後睡回籠覺總會發噩夢。

每每存在於一種現實和幻境的交錯點。
似乎看見了很多很真實的場景,卻掙扎著睜不開眼睛。
醒來後總是分不清到底聽見看見的究竟是實在發生的還是夢境。
 
唉。不睡累。睡了也累。
 

 
 
上個星期睡一半就被喧嘩的同事吵醒。也不知道該好笑還是好氣。
一陣子下來精神似乎也差了好多。
但卡在車龍中更難過。
大城市的生活。好難過。
 

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Went to watch this Walt Disney's movie - Tomorrowland. 

Well, to be honest I don't really feel like watch it at first but GT keep insisting she wants to watch it so... yeah... me and miao watch that together with her. 

For me, I'm more longing to see how the so-called tomorrowland will looks like in the movie and for miao, it's only about George Clooney. LOL.

 

Aanyway, the movie is... just so-so.

It's not super intense at all and with such concept and setting, there's just too much stuff that they didn't explain it well. 

Sorry lah (or maybe I'm just stupid and didn't got it)...

To be honest, I still kinda blur about what they are trying to do or what is happening after the movie ends. 

 

But i still feel like the movie is atleast doing its part as a typical Disney movie: Giving out the positive energy to the audience. :D

This is strongly felt by me especially after I went to the discussion session (perhaps "argument session") between the bunches of ambitious architects.

The idea of how those politicians and leaders in economy are controlling the world or even the issue of how human beings are being so ignorant in all the signs that had been given out by the earth are so true to describe the world we are in today. 

I mean, it really reflects the way of us handling these issues that might leads us to destruction.

But like what President Nix in the movie is telling us, we are actually embracing the destruction even if we've already know it is happening. We don't really trying to do something to change it or fix it. We are just go along with it and give up too easily. 

The percentage of peoples that actually give a shit about these are those who have the ability to change the world.

What I mean in "changing the world" might not be that literally as I understand to be realistic, it's not that simple as the world we are live in is just so corrupt with all the peoples who doesn't care. 

And to make the scenario worst, there's too much peoples that are willing to surrender their talents to just get private returns -  transfering the money from others to theirs. 

This reminds me of an article I read before about the scenario in Harvard's graduates where most of the best students are not going to research cancer, teach and inspire the next generation, or embark on careers in public service. Instead, large numbers are becoming traders, brokers and bankers. And is this the best use for the talents?

Click here for the full article. 

 

Our world just giving too little supports for those dreamers.

Most of us don't really agree with these fantastic ideas and even if we wish those ideas might be real one day... but it's just too hard for us to actually believe in that and eventually willing to give certain encouragement for one to actually realizing it.

Ask yourself: how many times you actually just think it's ridiculous when somebody coming out with a big new idea and we splash down a big bucket of cold water telling them it is entirely impossible to be done? 

We are just so grim and grey about positive ideas and love to chase and cheer behind the bad one. Don't we? 

 

Maybe, maybe, 

Talented peoples (or whoever that cares) that have not give up about the idea of creating a better world should really gather together and create our version of "Tomorrowland".   

 

So, I guess some Disney movie from time to time doesn't hurt.

We just need a lot more of positive hopes to be transmit out (even if it might not be the truth) and with that illusions, believe that anything is possible. :) 

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  • May 23 Sat 2015 23:46
  • 忙碌

Shippping beats perfection.

說真的,我其實很喜歡寫文章,更喜歡和自己對話。覺得自己思考的步伐有點慢半拍。跟人溝通時不一定傳達的最好,所以才會這麼喜歡把想到的都寫下來。
上了大學後,當越忙碌的時候就越少寫文。越沒有難過的事就越不會特地安靜下來寫寫什麼。
就這樣很多的回憶跟當下的感受就慢慢的隨時間流逝,不見了。真的會覺得很遺憾。
剛剛有個想法。不如,不計較文章長短的,盡量寫一些。也不要去計較優不優質,文不文青。
有一點總好過什麼都沒有,對吧?


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  • May 17 Sun 2015 19:29
  • 見識

為什麼大家都說要多出門,認識不一樣的人,看看不一樣的事。

這一個月半,覺得很充實。雖然本小姐自己做的不多。但客戶群裡什麼人都有。
請得起建築師來為自己做設計,總會有點背景,有點腦袋。
各行各樣的產業,思緒和新的想法理念。都讓我受益良多。
銀行家。電腦人。餐飲業。
還有本身在辦公室內的同事,前同事們。都很有想法。很有抱負。
我覺得這樣的環境很健康。
我常常都會覺得,啊,原來還可以這樣。
然後就很想要去進步,更努力。
這是我在之前那裡所找不到的感覺。
在一群沒有抱負整天埋怨,不願意分享的群體內。讓我覺得自己似乎也沒什麼希望了。
然後就開始自怨自艾的覺得,如果人生那麼糟糕無趣,不如努力賺錢就好了。
 
所以說,我很感激。
也因為很多的正能量,而讓我想要把這樣的能量也散發出去。
不是想要炫耀我過的多開心,而是想要大家都知道,其實人生在你覺得可能是瓶頸的時候,可以突然變的很不同。
 
祝福大家,共勉之。

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